HELLO.
The Lord is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth!
If God were small enough to be understood,
He would not be big enough to be worshipped!:D
My Thoughts
Sunday, October 15, 2006
i'm really unhappy today.i got ranted by my brother until i almost cried,
and my mum isn't making things better.
like please, she freaking biased just because my brother's the guy,
and i get shit just because i'm the freaking girl,
how fair is that.
i just made one comment,
mum, why did you buy mutton soup?
i don't drink such stuff.
then she ranted at me,
at you please shut up, it isn't for you to drink anyway.
OH. so i get struck in my head and realise.
oh. so all the things i've done, all the good things don't come to me.
wow. thanks mum.
then she uses a perfect nicey nicey tone and says,
would you please help me paint my nails,
OH NO. i got no red packets to put money in for my friend's wedding dinner.
so? is it any of my fucking business? NO.
then i got treated like a slave, she ask me to search the whole freaking house,
and made me borrow from the neighbour,
SOMEONE WHOM I TOTALLY DONT KNOW.
why couldn't she go and ask for it herself?
why couldn't she?
for face.
OH THANKS HUH, you rather sacrificed me for your bloody face.
i tried to be the perfect daughter, i stay at home when asked to.
no i mean shouted too, i do housework until my hand peels, and nobody cares
i write cheques, and whatever bullshit that has no relations to me.
i try and try. and this is the shit i get.
bad temper? rant at me.
need my help? say nicely to me.
THINK I'M A SLAVE?
oh nono. i'm sorry. i'm not gona be nicey girl at home anymore.
as if i can . i'll get kicked out of the house.
KICKED OUT. fine, anyway. let's see how you as a mother do things without me.
i'm seriously not afraid at all.
i can go back to my dad, no sweat.
FUCK ALL THIS BULLSHIT.
i don't even know what i'm doing anymore.
save me please.