My Thoughts
Thursday, October 05, 2006
woke up late to school today.yes, i got detention, but the security guard was really cool!me: uncle, uh. detention.security guard: oh, okay, can you see your name on the book?me:uh, no no. eh, yes yes. chua hui qin. the number 3 there.me: i thought elizabeth would be listed there, sorrysecurity guard: this one ah, okay nevermind .me: huh? so where do i go now?security guard: oh, you can go anywhere! sit in the canteen or walk around.stay for 30 minutes and you can go. me: huh? like that only? security guard: ya ya.
so, i didn't really get detention.chinese was okay today, just that i didn't really have much time to do my comprehension,physics tomorrow, and yes. it means i'm dead tomorrow.went subway today, and it totally ruin the expectation i had for them.rude service, shitty attitude.and yes, i admit, i didn't have enough sleep. so it was why i probably acted like some dumb ass.i'm so blur today, i almost fell two times, got seen like a dumb dumb, and kept dozing off during chinese.alright, got to go TATA people(:My small little love dedication to you:my dear boy, would you have ever known how much i love you?you make me act like a crazy fool,you make me happy then do sth that really upsets me,you make me all sensitive about you,you make me act as if i don't give a damn about you. when i really do.you make me think about you each and every day,you make me all so happy when i see you,you make me feel like telling you how i feel.you make me feel like talking to you,you make me feel paranoid when i see you in her msn.you make me feel all flustered and worried again.you make me afraid that i'll lose you someday.you make me think what would happen if you loved another,you make me think how much you really love me.you make me think what if you never loved me,you made me think why did you stare and gazewhen you never even talked to me in the first place,you make me feel why must i talk to you first,when you're the guy not the girl.you make me feel like making you jealous,cause i love it when i see you madyou make me feel angry with my self when i do that,cause you would do it back to me just the same wayyou make me wonder, where you are, what you're doing, and who you're witheven though i know it's not my business to care.you make me feel like saying, why can't you just tell me how you feelyou make me feel what if you never loved me, but you love my friendyou make me think how much hurt i would go through when it happens this wayyou make me feel like walking up to you and say,HEY. you make me feel just this waythere are still many things that you make me feel in what way,i'll never be able to type down everything,cause i'll never end it today.10 months, and i'm still loving you, and it'll keep going that way.ehh, sounds like a poem though(:oh yes i forgot, mag dreamt of sth really ridiculous yesterday-.-