HELLO.
The Lord is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth!
If God were small enough to be understood,
He would not be big enough to be worshipped!:D
My Thoughts
Monday, October 16, 2006
yes, today. all of us got back our papers.some may be happy, some may be not.
but all i can say is, there's no more turning back.
whether we're going up to secondary four,
it lies in the hands of God, and the teachers.
i was really happy for the first three papers,
i scored really well in my humanities, chinese and english.
then, after recess,
many of us just got banged by the fact that,
the more deadly papers were just coming up.
i failed my maths, science and poa, really badly.
really really badly.
couldn't control i guess, all this shits that had been happening this few days,
family and stuff. i guess, tears, just couldn't get a hold of themselves.
now,
i'm not even sure if i can make it to secondary four.
i wish i can , i would love too.
i will, i believe God would permit this wish of mine.
and if he doesn't, well.
i don't know what to say anymore,
after all the hard work i've put in,
it's all shit that i get back.
then i'd rather not study at all.
at least i didn't fail so badly.
it's just totally not fair.
i don't know if i should give the papers back to my brother today.
maybe i'll give it to him when the report card comes.
when it doesn't . i'll just say bro, do anything you deem fit to be,
afterall, i'm dead meat.
i'm just gona enjoy this whole week,
until reality steps in, and i get the fact.
had step on today, it was okay afterall. sort of bonded together i guess,
and yes. personal grooming course tomorrow.
don't know if it's gona be fun or not.
oh well, just gona accept the shit they're saying, and let it go out of the ear,
if it isn't fun.
or maybe 3 love would really give them a really hard time.
lols, afterall, 3 love is the most "unmotivated" class to many teachers.
all of us know that by fact, we already are together in this.
and, whether even the most hated ones are still in the class next year,
i'm sure. we would love every single one of us to go to three love next year,
it would be uncomplete without anyone of you people:D
kill me. then i'll die without facing to the shit i'm gona get.
i'll be much happier by then.
sometimes, you make me feel that you and jagger are the only ones,
that i'm living for anyway.
i love you boy<33s