HELLO.
The Lord is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth!
If God were small enough to be understood,
He would not be big enough to be worshipped!:D
My Thoughts
Friday, November 03, 2006
watched goong on youtube.want the disc.
lui by the way. is so cute.
still feeling down though,
ffffffff emo.
don't know what to do.
don't know what to say.
days seem to be going so slowly.
too slowly. people seem to be getting happier.
i seem to become more fragile.
now, even the slightest lecture can beat me down.
just a song can make me cry.
heart's feeling empty.
my brother's not making things easy for me too.
work stress, wedding stress.
i seem to become his stress reliever.
even when it wasn't my fault.
i get lectured too.
saying, i don't care about the house.
don't care about people's things when it's not mine.
blah blah blah. if i didn't care, i wouldn't do housework.
each time i do something wrong.
he says, elizabeth, i know you too well.
you do things without thinking of the results. blah blah.
understand me. only on the outside. not on the inside.
you people. keep telling me the same thing.
i know you too well elizabeth.
really. really.
what do i like to eat? or to drink?
what do i hate doing?
what colours i like?
they don't know. and they claim to understand me when they don't even know the basics.
bullshit.
i like being a zookeeper. i like it that way.
then my sister tells me.
you dumb girl. zookeeper? what future would you have?
they don't know, anything.
don't know what to blog anymore.
liang yu, and i'm happy for you sweetie.
bye.
the emptiness i get in my heart.
just makes me wish i was dead.