HELLO.
The Lord is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth!
If God were small enough to be understood,
He would not be big enough to be worshipped!:D
My Thoughts
Saturday, January 13, 2007
hey, i'm here to update again. well, i just realised how selfish is my mum and my whole family i should say. they don't really care for me. tell me, which kid pays for her tuition fees herself? i thought people always used to say. " home is the best place to be?" somewhere you can get warmth, and your family will never forsake you? well. i should say my family gives me the stress i don't actually need. they don't give me support nor encouragement. all they ever know how to do is to add on problems to my pathetic life. if you people have a good family you can rely on, cherish them well. because i don't and i will never have a chance to even rely on them. they keep asking." can you do well in your O's?" but they don't say " you can do it!" how am i supposed to be confident when they are already doubting my capablities when o levels isn't even nearing? my mum wastes my time on some USELESS shits, she in a heap of debt and damn it she's fff unreasonable. you can be digusted at how i rant on this, but you people will never know how it is like to be in this family. okay. i know. "ELIZABETH. don't complain, be thankful enough you have a family" yes a family who makes me feel like i'm an illegitimate child. a family who makes me feel like i'm an unwanted piece of trash. a family who makes me feel i'm a burden to them. NO THANKS.and,
i can't believe how you're making this all our faults.
then suddenly act as if nothing's happening.
i can't face you, if this goes on.
it's a torment to see you acting sad,
then so happy the next minute.
i'm innocent. and so are the rest.