HELLO.
The Lord is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth!
If God were small enough to be understood,
He would not be big enough to be worshipped!:D
My Thoughts
Monday, January 15, 2007
well, i'm still feeling really bad. today wasn't a very good day anyway. but i don't want to say anything to my friends about this anymore. because i know it's sickening to always be hearing the same name being repeated every time. i know the feeling. so i don't wana keep harping on it. especially for yingyi, who's always been the main one listening. thank you, but i don't wana bother anyone anymore. it's just stopping here everything. nothing's getting anywhere, nothing being done. nothing being said. i'm so sick of this. yes, people tell me things that make me really happy sometimes. but maybe it was all a concidence. maybe it was all a lie, maybe it was just a random thing. i know i don't deserve him. i know i'm not good enough.the happiness, then the stares, then the paranoid-ness, then the sensitivity, then the suspicision, then the tears, then the waiting, one day, one week, one month, one year, then the heartache, then the longing, then the giving up, then the goodbye. when will be the expiry date? i don't know. i'm so tired of this life, i feel like ending it all. it's foolish, stupid, but this life is exhausting. it's draining my energy, away. slowly.
for all i care.