HELLO.
The Lord is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth!
If God were small enough to be understood,
He would not be big enough to be worshipped!:D
My Thoughts
Sunday, February 11, 2007
i've been really busy this days, or to tell the truth. i don't feel like blogging at all. i don't find my meaning in life, all the promises made are broken, all my goals are crushed and yes just adding on that i am so so so, useless. i haven't been a good friend to everyone, sometimes i hurt the ones i love not to mention, utterly nasty to the people i dislike. i hurt them unintentionally, sometimes, my brain actually just stops working and i start yakking things that i don't mean. everyone's so stressed up now, and i just keep adding on to their problems and start getting all bad tempered and petty i should admit. i don't try to comfort or understand my friends and in turn i start to be angry with them for not trusting me instead of understanding that they don't wish to tell me things that are within them. and yes, not to mention a hypocrite. although it's only to this particular person that we all dislike, but i'm still a hypocrite to her. MY GOODNESS. i just feel like banging my brains out of my bloody skull and step and squish on them until i can think in my right mind and stop being such a pest. mosquito, housefly, rat. whatever, just a pesky pest. i wish i could shut up for a day. that'll be great for me. an ideal wish. i feel much better after saying and admiting all this. at least i know now i'm a stupid pest.in school, my girls are getting all ffff-ed up with this "angelic" little girl who talks without using her stupid brains. with no regard for people, who don't bother about people's feelings. like the pot calling the kettle black. my dear darlings, just bear with it. we will talk to her soon shall we(: i just love my babes, they're the best. thank you once again for bearing with my stupid self, love you all<3! Geraldine Neo Shi Lei, Tan Yingyi, Kylie Seah, Shushannah Lee Si Qi! <33333333s :D
my dear friend,
i'm sorry for not understanding you,
i'm sorry for not being there for you,
i'm sorry for throwing my tantrums at you.
i'm sorry sorry sorry. ):
i'm sorry for being such a bitch.
i'm sorry): forgive me for not being your ideal friend that you need.
still my dear friend, i still love you and i Thank God for placing you in my life.
you are a blessing to me, i just want you to know that.